Tuesday, October 21, 2025

EPISODE #59: I HAUNT THE SPACE YOU IGNORE

Happy October! The spookiest month of the year is here. Here's Part 2, and it was pure insanity for me. I hope everyone enjoys the plethora of jokes in this one as well. 

The episode (on my main site, complete with links to some other listening sites) is here.

My Mastodon account can be found here as well. 


Would you like to support my friends?

You can help my friend Fallon (who was on the show in the past) here

On another note, please also check out KurtHohmann's podcast, Sinister Minutes. It's a spooky show, sure to make you ponder things long after the episodes are finished and you're sitting alone in silence. Eerie! 

Another close friend, Rich Rubin, is working on a new book. However, all of his other novels are available on Amazon. Check him out, and you won't regret it. I'll leave you with this, a blurb for The Challenges Of Being Me (The Friend Group). If you have any questions at all, you can find Rich here on Mastodon. He's always helpful, always willing to answer questions about his work, and enjoys the conversations that come along with it. Join our writing community today, if you're interested.

Rich is more than happy to answer any questions you might have about his work. Send anything his way, please and thank you. If you'd rather send me any emails with questions for him, that would be fine as well. We've already had quite a few questions, and he has privately answered them for me. 

The Q&A answers will be out on the 31st during my outro to the episode! You cook forward to that. 

Here's the blurb for The Challenges Of Being Me (The Friend Group).

All I want is to be me. I want to be seen for who I am and my own accomplishments. I want to experience life on my terms. That’s not too much to ask, is it?

I’ve always been Lauren, that’s been the only constant in my life. I’m a daughter. I’m a younger sister who’s always tried to follow the path laid out by my older sister. I’ve spent my entire life following her playbook because that’s what I thought was expected from me. Now I’m about to graduate from college without a clue in the world as to who I’m supposed to be. The playbook goes like this:

Step one: Attend and graduate from the same college my parents did. Check. Both my older sister Jen and I did that.

Step two: Find someone during freshman year and start a relationship with them. My parents set the gold standard with this one. It’s no surprise that Jen found the man of her dreams the second she arrived on campus. As for me, I think I was supposed to have a boyfriend by now, but I never really wanted one.

Steph three: Fall in love. Not in my cards. I never even got to step two.

Step four: Get married and start a family. Can’t do this until I get to step three.

I’m about to throw in the towel about trying to find someone when I meet Claire two weeks before college graduation. For the first time in my life I’m feeling free to be me, no longer living with the weight of being Jen’s little sister. Things were going great until the day Claire hurt me more than anybody’s ever done before.

I want to run and hide, to pretend I never met her. But my friend Tyler needs me. We’ve been there for each other since the first day of freshman year. His girlfriend moved out without saying a word, I know he’s hurting. Once again I set my own needs to the side so I can support Tyler during his own time of heartbreak.

A funny thing happened. The more we hung out, the more he started seeming like his old self. I wasn’t just helping him move past this break up, I was also falling for him at the same time and starting to forget about my own pain.

Could he be the one? I’m starting to feel like I know who I am. Never in a million years would I think that would be possible. Yet, here I am. I’ve even worked up the courage to tell him how I feel, only for his ex to come back to town. I hate that for some people life looks so easy. I wish I knew their secret.

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